the climb.
you know, sometimes there are just a million and one things you want to do. but time is always a factor and there are always so many other obstacles and stuff in the way, u never seem to actually reach your target. anyways, my bmt block leave is coming to an end and i really dont want it to end (like duh!). i spent the last few days going out a little and doing some physical stuff, but im glad i had the time to really sit down, think, ponder, reflect and PRAY about the last few months and the months to come (lol. just like Siddhartha “by the river”). to be completely honest, bmt wasnt all smooth sailing. it was fun though. but i know God was there. in fact, He was my pillar of strength for many of the activites and He truely showed me how to use His strength to overcome alot of things i would never have imagined i could do. In addition, I knew i was underserving of alot of things, but He really stayed true to his promise and well, lifes been meaningful in many ways(: Of the many verses etched in my mind, these few verses really spoke to me during BMT:
“come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light”- Matt 11:28-30
“With your help, I can advance against a troop, with my God I can scale a wall. As for God, His way is perfect; the word of the Lord is flawless. He is a shield for all who take refuge in Him” -Psalms 18:29-30
The Lord says, “I will guide you along the best pathway for your life. I will advise you and watch over you”- Psalms 32:8
anyways, got the posting yesterday and im headed to ocs. mixed emotions about it. but i know God has sent me there for a purpose and im sure i’ll find out soon(: how tough can it be? with God “all things are possible!” anyways life can only get abit tougher and slightly more miserable. haha. about one day to go before a long confinement… haha. take care ya’ll
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